Insightful Song

'In these bodies we will live

In these bodies we will die

Where you invest your love

You invest your life'

'You were made to meet your maker'

(Mumford a& sons - Awake My Soul)

Connecting dots

Theory of relativity - A Testament to Creation

The universe’s expansion helps us to appreciate the direction in which time flows. This is referred to as the Cosmological arrow of time, and implies that the future is -- by definition -- the direction towards which the universe increases in size. The expansion of the universe also gives rise to the second law of thermodynamics, which states that the overall entropy (or disorder) in the Universe can only increase with time because the amount of energy available for work deteriorates with time. If the universe was eternal, therefore, the amount of usable energy available for work would have already been exhausted. Hence it follows that at one point the entropy value was at absolute 0 (most ordered state at the moment of creation) and the entropy has been increasing ever since -- that is, the universe at one point was fully “wound up” and has been winding down ever since. This has profound theological implications, for it shows that time itself is necessarily finite. If the universe were eternal, the thermal energy in the universe would have been evenly distributed throughout the cosmos, leaving each region of the cosmos at uniform temperature (at very close to absolute 0), rendering no further work possible.

The General Theory of Relativity demonstrates that time is linked, or related, to matter and space, and thus the dimensions of time, space, and matter constitute what we would call a continuum. They must come into being at precisely the same instant. Time itself cannot exist in the absence of matter and space. From this, we can infer that the uncaused first cause must exist outside of the four dimensions of space and time, and possess eternal, personal, and intelligent qualities in order to possess the capabilities of intentionally space, matter -- and indeed even time itself -- into being.

Linking this to something else I read to spot the connection of the duality ..

'A point has no dimension, and it is almost impossible to define it. But the movement of a point produces a line, the movement of a line produces a surface, and the movement of a surface produces a volume- that is, three-dimensional space. Line, surface and volume are all born of the movement of a point. Now, if you cause a line  to move round the point from which it originated you obtain a circle. The point therefore, is the source of all figures, and the point in the centre of the circle symbolises the cosmic spirit which animates the matter of the universe'

Think about the nucleus of a cell, mechanics,symmetry /reflection, the food chain, the water cycle, the menstrual cycle, magnetism. 

'Every action that contributes to sustaining life corresponds to the number Ten. When you eat, you open your mouth-zero- and put in some food- one, and the combination of the two produces energy. When you see, it is because light- One- enters the Zero of your eye. In the same way, you hear because a sound strikes your ear. As for your head, it's very shape reflects the Zero, and this Zero has to be penetrated by the One. Left to itself, our head can produce nothing worthwhile. But once it is penetrated by a ray of celestial light, it gives birth to a divine child, and we become the Ten. Until then we are empty Zero' 

To take it further, 'The number Ten is also within each one of us. The One is the mind, the Zero is the heart. By means of our mind we have to penetrate the heart our own and that of others- in order to illuminate it and work in collaboration with it. The intellect or mind, like the piston which goes in and out of the clinker, must go in and out of the heart. Those who fail to use their intellect in this way will be incapable of understanding. 

Logic. Just very deep logic. I love it.

Post 4

There are hardly any dogs in London. Nobody has any time for a loving pet friend, too busy making money!

In old black and white films, they used chocolate for blood. I read this in shortlist, the free lifestyle magazine.

I found kinky pink suede handcuff’s in Harmony’s, how HOT!
It is to sex in style.

Movida. (The nightclub) 

Wow! what an ego boost for the rich. £10 for a normal standard drink that was Jack Daniels and coke. Men were suited up and envious superficial women were posing like they were on auction. Idiots!

A constant balance of life has to be kept. Humans, life and the earth must be equal, balanced and harmonizing.

I believe destiny is 50% fate, out of your control and already pre determined and 50% in your control through the decisions you make that creates the fine detail in your life. We write the future by living in the present. How's your note-taking? 

The ugly beauty

There is a downside to being beautiful. The lack of understanding and acceptance within a social context.
If there is a woman who is average or below on the invisible ‘physical beauty scale’ and she happens to say something positive about herself because it's the truth, she is smiled upon, admired, accepted. It's 'ok' for her to say that.

Now, if a woman of beauty does the same thing, things are completely different. One cannot have brains and beauty, one cannot share her valued attributes, she must sit there quietly, isolated and unexpressed. Nobody cares about her ‘perfection’.  

It's hardwork unless you develop a ruthless attitude which will only make people hate you. I do believe people need to learn to admire in general, one can learn from such approach. 

Observation,

Dildo’s such as the rampant rabbit are just ridiculous! The clit tickler get’s in the way. They should produce them as a penis on it’s own, maybe with a tiny vibrating stimulator on the side, separately inside the box.

Post 3

Yes there is no slavery as such, though the way black people especially the youth are depicted in the media still degrade the race as being something to fear and look down upon. They are not completely free...yet!

White is made to look superior, they are the main face in most ad's these days. Why? that's a matter of history and religion, but it needs to change. I have noticed more equality in male/female, but not so much wen it comes to race. Black, mixed raced and other cultural diversities need to be expressed as powerful, beautiful and meaningful.

Why is the smell of laundry in the air so god damn comforting. Reminds me of home. I like answering my own questions.

I have developed a fascination for old cars and also the old London red bus. I compare the evolution and they just seem to have lost their personality. It’s now all about who can design a car with the strongest sex appeal. Now they look like dangerous gleaming knifes. 

When I think of old glamour cars, this picture comes to mind. I need me a pair of those gloves when I am rich - Classic couture glamour, deadly sophisticated. 

I would like one to just sit at the bottom of my garden, it would need to look vintage and I would design a retro summer of love theme on the fence surrounding it - The hippy vibe lives on!

Random picture I found.
I love it, very intense and the use of the chalky smoke gives off a natural, sexy look.

Post 2

I want my future man to draw me like this one day. How erotic, like a visual experience sex. 

Apparently in Dubai they only work until around 1:30pm because afterwards it just gets too hot. Also they have Thursday’s and Friday’s off, saturday too us is their Monday. Weird. 

‘’A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets’’ - Titanic. So true, we feel on levels sometimes indescribable. 

‘’It's like being inside a dream. There's truth but no logic’’ - Titanic. A fantastic reference to my perception of life.

‘The public me is not the real me. So in a sense I don't exist’

The scent of the Earth is like no other.
When it rains the Earth has an orgasm.

Fresh clean sheets on your bed is one of the simple things in life I really do enjoy. FRESH, FRESH FRESH.

Is educating herself on sport.
I believe synchronized swimming takes more skill than any other sport.
‎"Dancers are the athletes of God." - Albert Einstein

Which makes sense because when watching ballet or rhythmic gymnastics, you think of nothing but divinity. The grace, the art, the flexibility, the balance.

Post 1

Coming back from my home town for the first time, Leicester, I realized how dead the place is. There is a low- slightly negative vibe in the air in comparison to London. I could never go back there to live now, only up from here on. Cough* America.

In Italy they don’t send each other greeting cards, they just write on a normal piece of paper. Cool.


‘’Bed basketball’’ anyone?? - Dirty man.
Who says that to someone you don’t know, I was shocked, hence why I wrote it down here.

When I see great work it makes me feel inspired, I must start too draw again.

The glamour of the 1920’s- ‘The bright young things’ they had class, the originals of decadent glamour. They acted upon vanity, identity and entertainment. Live for now and ‘to hell with everything else’. They broke the barriers of discourse in society due to retaliation from war which lead to the youth coming into themselves via self expression, often to the extreme. 

- BBC documentary. 

Disruption

Self reflective

‘‘The following entries of this self reflective piece are structured in statement formation in the centre of the page with a few lines of space between for separation of these statements. I chose this structure because it appears more spontaneous in documentation. I pondered. I recorded.’’
Let us begin this journey ...